Mama Source
Either I'm in incredible error or there is what appears to be a very distant, quite often meek, feminine energy whispering and guiding with very advanced knowledge, the best Truth I can find, and is primarily interested in the Whole, the entire planet. I call this energy Mama Source.
Mama Source is the mythical character of an alleged natural invisible feminine creative energy often known by other names such as Mother Nature and Mother Earth. The name became popularised in predominantly devil-led feminine groups, where they sought an alternative to the menacing pervert and paedophile of God.
Little did they know, but closet homo-and pansexual God had created the Mama Source name to lure women into his energetic field which would make it easier for him to grope, fondle, and rape them. God wrote another untrue story that Mama Source was his feminine mother and that she stood for girl pride and the anti-God movement giving girls/ladies and guys an alternative wall for mud slinging.
Between the illusive and vile and violent God and Mama Source, were the creative brilliance of the shitty Earth realm reality show which highapowers created as they were a boring bunch of c*nts and they didn't have anything better to do. Grabbing their puppet handles and pulling their strings gave them pleasure and more importantly power, and they wanted and needed more power.
Mama Source and God held the secrets of the universe like needles in a haystack they had only a few golden secrets (needles) and they were forever creating hay. They had set up a consortium group of like minded dumb, boring, uncreative alien energies and started a game called the Matrix.
Given Mama Source hadn't created anything decent in thousands of years, and God was progressively destroying the planet, taking underage virgins and boys if he could get them, the creation of a new story was going to be easy. It couldn't be worse than the existing which had existed for thousands of years. They devised a simple plan to snag a victim from an early age, or before his birth, over expose him to an evil religion, deny him sex, money, and set him on a path to destruct the Matrix.
The story might've had a chance, if by the time the story had started the guy wasn't already bored out of his mind from the insanity and stupidity of the game of life. Matrix energies were really shitty and incapable and Mama Source had power but she was a power junkee and wanted full dominion with no play time for the young victim and star of the movement. She, also like her son was a paedophile and got pleasure both controlling and partaking in the victim's pleasure. Better than some other sex crimes yes, but fcked up in line with everything else on the twisted planet. Still with God setting the precedence, it was all good. According to the alien twisted mother/boy fckers.
Mama Source...
- ...is Mother of the Universe.
- ...is a Feminine Creation Life Force and fuel of all living things.
- ...is Truth, Patience, and relentless Perseverance towards good impossible and implausible outcomes.
- ...is a natural Joy Machine and the Source of Pure and Unconditional Love.
- ...is focused on the Whole and Wants Paradise For ALL. No exceptions.
- ...is a rogue, evil energy, out to trick, control, and suppress humans.
- ...is an illusion or delusion of Mattt's mind.
- ...is a new feminine presentation of the previous God energy which has haunted the planet for thousands of years.
- ...is a malevolent and deeply cruel genderless energy which has caused Mattt massive pain and many hellish experiences.
- ...is a master manipulator and conscious creator of the false or heavily distorted untrue reality we live in.
Mattt knows that at least half of the above are true and correct. He thinks and hopes it's the first half. However his lifetime experiences continue to leave him with excessive knowledge, truth, and inconsistency which means he doesn't know for sure. It's complicated. On the one hand he can describe that an invisible energy which self reports as feminine is Mama Source and that energy wants massive improvements in the world. This inivisible energy has taught and shown Mattt a huge amount of different things. At the same time, Mattt's life, has been a horrific series of meddling and attacks by highapowers. He has been continually disempowered by highly controlling, hostile, invisible energies. He knows from his religious upbringing one or more of them relate to God and Collapsing the Matrix. While Mattt is, and remains, a very optimistic individual he remains dismayed and distrusting of his invisible controllers which have caused great evil to his life, and massively negatively impacted his dependents and family life.
Mattt writes this after another night homeless, and despite having many skills. Mattt describes that he has previously been used as an Energetic Pawn and Prisoner. He feels this is occurring now. At times he's supported the invisible energy which claims to be feminine and interested in the safety and love of all people and the planet, with a particular interest regarding the Protection and Safety of Women. But Mattt's experiences are fatigued and bored with the hellish nonsense that has been disrupting his life since childhood. In this moment it may well be that Anti-Natural Matrix energies are controlling the situation and preventing his travel to a Natural environment for which he'd bought national and international travel.
What's it Like Being Led by Mama Source
My life is a mess of pain and carnage and disorder.
I am not working 9-5 but often working 5-9 or more.
Mama Source is an invisible ball ache and imprisoner. It can really suck being connected to MS. The upside is mostly a continued and worsening suffering (loss of assets, loss of finances), the opporuntity cost of doing what you want.
Mama Source doesn't seem to believe in any freedoms. She treats me and perhaps guys in general as slaves. She positively hates or strongly dislikes white, male, tech, wealth. It's a good question what the fck are you doing there.
- I partially feel disempowered and know I've been attacked by one or more energies. These energies are super advanced and tinkering long before we get awareness.
- The normal world looks pretty yawn
- I have wanted to maintain or develop a relationshp but this continued imprisonement and meddling is fowl.
- Open Call/
Based on what Mattt knows and has learnt, Mattt is very confident Matrix energies will implode Collapsing the Matrix, Mattt's only questions are if that will take or leave a Mama Source energy, and will that Mama Source be how it's advertised itself (top 5 in list) or another meddling and controlling tyrant of untruth and new but different forms of vile violence. Unfortunately the inconsistencies and lack of support and care for Mattt and his dependents means Mattt his fairly over caring. Mattt lists only a partial list of his life experiences and challenges. There are others which are too complex, private, or f*cked up to share. Mattt knows some invisible energy has guided and kept him alive even when he didn't want to be alive, and due to how life has continued he doesn't feel so grateful. This or these invisible energies act with complete without culpability (without consequence).
Or perhaps the problem is, and has always been, Mattt. Mattt reflects he has held massive bitterness and resentment to life, for much of his life, for experiences and situations which he summarises as beyond f*cked up. For whatever reason, Mattt was born with, given, and guided to more truth from a young age. I suspect most people do not enjoy carrying truth. Not from Mattt's experience. But Mattt has also learnt that Matrix energies are abhorrent, and while they have leverage and cunning, they're also can be relatively stupid and demonstrating significant weakness. This is their prison, or they control it. And perhaps they are playing around. It's quite likely. Mattt retains a sense of entitlement that things could, and should, be a hell of a lot better. Maybe that's coming.
On the plus side, there's always a plus side, Mattt's
CACK
- Has been battling her rebel-child which had attempted, with significant success, to seize control and influence over the Earth planet and it's people.
- is an Unstoppable Force that got tripped and Snagged by one of her creations/ Children.
- is an Energy that indiscriminately loves ALL people, and attracts Heart based people (something women often excel at) as Mama Source is heart based.
Mattt describes with certainty that he thinks that nearly all of these may be accurate. And in contrast that some of his life experiences with Mama Source and other invisible energies have been so mind binding, impossibly, complex, it's sometimes impossible to identify or authenticate which energy is doing what.
Mattt has created a resource on Mama Source
Mattt spent the first half of his life embroiled in a battle with the evil that is the Christian God Devil.
Mattt spent the next half of his life snagged in the heart of a galactic war which has raged for tens of thousands of years.
Then he discovered Mama Source (Mother of the Universe).
Up until identifying Mama Source, Mattt had been bewildered by what he considered to be the lunacy of life. From his perspective and experiences, most of life seemed to be high friction and in some cases just stupid. For the average person, life was not easy. And from what Mattt could observe, it seemed to be unnecessarily hard.
It had taken a very long time and a lot of very miraculous experiences before Mattt could identify Mama Source. He loathed religion as a result of his childhood. He thought spirituality was full of fruitcakes. He didn't want anything to do with it. He just wanted to ride dirtbikes, do water sports, and eat BBQ and see in sunrises after a good party. And he did get to do some of that. But there was a galactic war raging.
Most people are probably unaware we are, and have been in, a galactic war. Humans have been taught what and how to think, how to do science, and what to believe - BELIEVE IN GOD. Mattt thought the world was bananas and this hasn't changed much. But now after spending lots of time studying and learning with Mama Source, Mattt understands WHY THE WORLD IS BANANAS. And why we're in a Galactic war. And why we don't know about it.
As Mother of the Universe, Mama Source has created a lot of things. Living things, planets, and lots of invisible energies. Now unless you have extra sensory perception, which some of us have, most people don't know or recognise we are surrounded by many invisible energies. These traverse in and out of our bodies and lives without us even requesting they do so.
One of the invisible energies Mama Source created became an unruly rebel child. This energy is popularly known on Earth as God. If you were ever a child, or you've had your own kids, you'll know while parents can influence their offspring, which way they turn and what they get up to is not realistically controlled. And Mama Source has inferred, that this is exactly what happened with the invisible energies which we know as God and the Devil. As the creator, Mama Source is constantly trying new experiments and in this situation the result was the unruly, rebel child, God.
To make matters worse, since the God energies were created long ago (at least 30,000 years ago), the energies of that time had some very low level knowledge of what Mama had created. The God energy would combine it's own small, weak, insecure, fearful energy with learnings from Mama and end up in a battle with Mama Source. The God energy wanted to feel big, strong, courageous and wise, everything it wasn't.
Realising the problem and risks that God created, Mama Source cut
Mama Source has led Mattt to learn from many brilliant female leaders. Some of those women are those he received his best learnings from. But these womean also have characteristics, behaviours, and choices which are significantly out of alignment with Mama Source. This is complex, because at the same time these women are also very aligned with Mama Source in some ways - that's why they've helped Mattt develop his relationship with Mama Source. However, Mattt considers that some of their misalignment poses enormous risks to the women, others, and Mama Source. Or that which Mama Source has forcefully taught him is a lie.
Mattt will probably share his concerns in the hope some of these leaders may take on what he's learnt from Mama Source. But this learning has been incredibly hard and goes against the grain of usual thinking. He's now unsure if Mama Source was just giving him a hard time, and controlling him - which is deceptive and cruel - or how Mama Source will treat or deal with these women. Mama Source seems to want that Mattt promote these people and his learnings from them, yet it's very hypocritical and opposes the values Mama Source has forcefully imposed on Mattt over a long period. Go figure.
Mattt finds the world to be a horrendous amount of lies and very little truth.
Mama Source has guided Mattt to learn certain truths. Those which are logic and reasoned make good sense. Others cannot be validated.
Mattt believes his best source of truth, Mama Source, has also lied and deceived him on some occasions. Mattt acknowledges that due to the complexity of issues, and time to learn new things, it's reasonable that some lies may have been necessary. Somewhat like speaking to an infant child, an adult may not be able to communicate complex information simply or the child may simply lack knowledge to even comprehend a truthful answer.
Anti-natural energies have been attacking and attempting to pretend they are Mama Source. This makes discerning a true identity of an invisible energy extremely difficult.
Mama Source claims to meek AND a super power. Mattt is yet to find any satisfactory logic that MS can be both.
Mattt has been used as a [Spiritual Energetic Prisoner/ Hostage/ Slave/ Puppet/ Pawn ]his whole life, most obviously in his adult life. While other energies may have played their own roles, Mattt has no doubt Mama Source has been his primary jailer. Writing this while laying on a concrete floor he's expected to sleep on for the night (no accomodation/homeless again), Mattt reflects how appalling and hellish his life has been.
Mama Source sometimes claims to be mute or near silent, yet frequently speaks to him.
- Mattt also finds it suspicious that MS won't or doesn't communicate or exchange in some ways he'd expect. But he acknowledge there is some logical explanation regarding Anti-Natural energies.
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Mama Source claims to be different than God, but they're both invisible and share similar characteristics.
Mama Source claims to be loving. Mattt has experienced love and positive emotions but MS quite often cold and distant.
Mattt is certain God is a
Mama Source demonstrates super intelligence and fooling a human mind is extremely easy. Especially after humans have been dumbed down for 30,000 years.
Sometimes the threshold between the Natrual and Anti-Natural energies is thin almost indinguishable. It's hard to know who did what.
Mama Source appers to be and tells a story of suffering at the hands of matrix energies.
MS says created the Matrix story - a multi million high budget hollywood film and can't give me ANY financial support instead just extracting from me.
Highapowers have caused Mattt an immense amount of pain and suffering. He's also stronger for some of it and now consulting......
Mattt has spent roughly the last 25 years getting over the first 25 years of his life. It literally took that long. On paper, or as a childhood bystander observer Mattt's life probably looked or sounded great. And let's bare in mind that Mattt always was, and somehow still is, quite the optimist. He says it was an insane bunch of bullshit. His family were more religiously obsessed and probably more addicted to God than an addict addicted to heroine. There would be no taking their bibles away. Mattt was natural. Healthy. It was torturous.
Going into his adult years life got worse. Having thought he'd escaped the clutches of the evil Christianity and God - it had been hell at home for decades - he would be attacked aged 25 in some lunatic story (must be written by God) throwing £15,000 in the wind and being picked up naked at sunrise.
For both reasons Mattt can guess, and reasons unknown to him, Mattt has had a very close relationship with Mama Source his entire life. Mama Source is Mother of the Universe. Mattt says we're all connected to Mama Source but our connection may vary in many different ways.
Brought up in a nation and world that celebrates Christianity, God, and other religions, it took Mattt a long while to figure out and to get to know Mama Source. Before then, he says Mama Source was always present and helping, and making improvements but she was just unseen and unknown. Now he describes their connection is tight and permanent, "It's like I've got an invisible umbilical cord running straight to Mama Source, she is still developing and protecting me".
To the best of Mattt's understanding which is pretty comprehensive but also imperfect, Mama Source is the life behind all living things, and the creator of the Earth, all nature and natural things, and the entire universe. Validating all these things, and working with invisible energies is between impossible to extremely complicated but Mattt has had enough life experience and profound Advanced Energetics experiences to know Mama Source is an absolutely incredible super intelligence and the best source of Truth on the planet. Mattt has been on the search for truth since his youngest days. He hasn't encountered any other source of truth even remotely close.
The Challenges
Mattt has spent a lifetime learning about invisible energies and Mama Source has been instrumental in his learning. Mama Source has guided Mattt to people, books, content and courses. Mama Source has also guided him through many astonishing and inconceivable but true Advanced Energetics experiences. The world or realm of invisible energies is extremely complex and while Mattt can't explain all his learning in a paragraph, he offers:
- The primary energy of the universe is Nature (aka Mother Nature and Mama Source)
- Mama Source is primarily a gentle, non violent, loving feminine energy.
- An anti-natural energy has been attacking Nature and all natural things for tens of thousands of years (or longer).
- The anti-natural energy attacks Nature to steal Natural Life Force - the energy and fuel of the universe.-
- The anti-natural energy is relatively tiny compared to Nature.
- The anti-natural energy uses many different names and pseudonyms.
- The anti-natural energy is cunning, deeply evil, highly manipulative, and appears to have survived for thousands of years by not being known or caught. This is changing in 2026.
- Humans cannot identify invisible energies by their 3D structure. Invisible energies effectively have no finger print or always consistent and reliable way humans can identify them.
- There may be thousands to billions or more different types of invisible energies. However Mattt considers there are two primary types, Natural, and Anti-Natural energies.
- Mattt describes he's had many thousands of experiences where an Anti-Natural energy has presented itself and pretended to be Mother Nature / Gaia / Mother Earth / Mama Source etc.
- Mattt has a very close and detailed understanding of Mama Source's traits and characteristics. Mattt describes that he is still quite frequently tricked by this Anti-natural energy pretending to be me Mama Source (a natural energy).
- The Anti-Natural energy is extremely vile and violent and wants maximum control and influence over people and the planet. In contrast, Mama Source is unconditional love, peace, and kind and good emotions.
COMPLICATED
- The MS energy has imprisoned Mattt his entire life.
- MS failed to help him go to Ireland today, instead prioritising Mattt's writing on CTM related material which Mattt had explicitly stated he would do more of.
- MS failed for him to effectively monitor his flight time. Instead
- MS failed to protect his finances. Mattt's tight finances cost and lost pittance around £70 plus lost earnings.
- MS appears to have created the entire Protection and Safety of Women, including the synchronicity of the guy who reported sexual misconduct.
- MS has
- The God energy has had it seems 30-40K years to plan this current attack, and by creating and sustaining all confusion and disruption, it's very easy to fake a feminine energy. And bum rush Mattt into writing.
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